I’m sorry but it’s been a habit. I will lie and isolate myself to rid myself of these feelings. It’ll take at least another 6 more years for me to tell you EVERYTHING that was wrong.
but honestly you are an awesome person. don’t fret or be depressed.
I’ll tell you the whole truth, bluntly and directly, that went wrong…if we still talk later in life.
I’m really sorry but it’s just because you are who you are…and that’s the reason why I have to force myself to lie to you. I know I’m a terrible liar and I’m easy to see through, you probably know I was lying but I want to be able to keep being friends with you. It’s how I’ve grown up…I can’t get rid of this habit where I deliberately hide my feelings. There’s always a personal reason.
